whutever...

confidence!!!

2011-12-28T01:10:00.002+08:00

where those confidence gone?? something has to be done!yes ..im doing it.

bismillah.

Aku wanita

2011-11-20T00:19:00.001+08:00

i tried not to blame fate for things that didnt go on my way. sometimes it works and sometimes it slapped me hard on my face. woke me up in the middle of the night. crying my heart out.

deep down the spine i feel that i failed to balance the life i lived in. the struggle, the pain, the failures which i carefully protect from other people to see them , sometimes kills me.

i understand it well when i failed (or appropriately said as tak de jodoh ) the love that i wish to have. it kills me when i need someone more than a friend to share the small , silly things that happen to you in your daily life. i miss the moment when i could go crazy to see the smile of the person you love most and the unforgettable stupid arguments .

it breaks me inside.

but i saw the strength in me to pull out myself and put all these feelings aside , when i need it the most. when i go to God and ask him to give what best for me instead of to give me what He has took from me because i do think that i have nothing. nothing that i owned in this life.

though i;m allowed to feel broken , i shall not give up , i shall not always broken.

Aku wanita punya hati nurani

Yang tak dapat dibohongi

Pabila cinta telah membutakan mata

Dan membuat tuli telinga

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta

Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata

Pilihan hati belahan jiwaku ini

Cintaku ini anugerah terindah

Dari yang Maha Kuasa

Cintaku padamu tak pernah berubah

Meskipun kita berbeza

Aku wanita aku kaum hawa

Yang memang rapuh hatinya

Aku wanita aku punya cinta

Selayaknya manusia

Apakah salah jika aku menyinta

Apakah salah jika engkau ternyata

Pilihan hati belahan jiwaku ini

Ku wanita...

Yang hanya perlu kau fahami

wanita by Siti Nurhaliza

apa ada pada LOVE?

2011-07-14T18:09:00.000+08:00

mungkin kah tuhan dah menarik satu nikmat dari Nya ? kenapa aku tak berasa apa-apa?

hampir kini dia...

2011-07-11T11:39:00.000+08:00

Bulan Ramadhan makin hampir. Perasaan berdebar.

Bukan persiapan raya yg perlu di risaukan.

Tapi persiapan menyambut bulan mulia ni yang kita perlu pikir-pikirkan.

:)

alhamdulillah.. kini tenang.

2011-03-23T00:05:00.000+08:00

Jijie : arghhhhh!!!!! terlanggar tiang besar badak ni kenapa???

hati kecil : salah tiang kah?

Jijie : *^$#@$^&(

mood sungguh whatever

2011-03-15T21:06:00.002+08:00

i rasa whatever sebab i rasa i sgt lonely , and empty. At this point of time, talking to the best person still not enough.

ahhh..(sigh)...So i buck up and admit it. HAppy now Hafiz?????

eh..chup...why on earth i allowed YOU to ruin my youth????? i shudnt been thinking of you anymore...ewww...jijie!!!!!

like...hello??? he's not even equal to tsunami pon...

hmm...i want to write down my feeling but it seems empty...so perhaps tats explains everything .. EMPTY.

better off to sleep. TTYL

xoxo

Untitle

2011-01-30T14:42:00.000+08:00

assabru minal iman

2011-01-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

arghhh!!!!! stress nye dgn Mak Ayam sekor nih! bole tak mulut ko diam seminit??? bole tak kalau tak komen unnecessary things?? bole tak tak komen ape2??? org siram pokok pon nak komen, semut melintas pon nak complaint!! what-the-fish???????

kalau i stress comel mcm ni kan best????

Alhamdulillah

2010-09-07T21:15:00.002+08:00

mari berdoa beramai ramai ...- walaupun hanya copy paste.....

" Hari ni aku berdoa sambil menangis, kepada Penciptaku, Terima kasih, dengan izin-Mu aku sudah hidup selama ini . Sempena hari lahir ku dalam bulan penyampunan-Mu izin kan aku sampai kan Doaku , Sesungguhnya terlalu banyak yang telah Engkau berikan kepadaku,tapi terlalu sedikit pengabdianku terhadap-Mu.

Terima kasih Penciptaku , Tuhan ku Ya Allah Terima kasih untuk usia yang telah Engkau berikan. Terima kasih juga untuk setiap rezeki yang Engkau kurniakan. Terima kasih juga untuk setiap cobaan yang Engkau turunkan sebagai peringatan , panduan untuk aku menjadi lebih matang.Terima kasih untuk akal ku yang Engkau anugerahkan , yang sepatut nya aku gunakan untuk manfaat diriku, keluargaku, teman-temanku, untuk negara ku dan agamaku.

Tuhan-ku , Engkau tetap menerima walaupun terkadang aku alpa, aku lupa. Aku silap dan khilaf menafsir makna setiap kurniaan dan dugaan. Namun begitu besarnya kasih-Mu.Engkau tetap melindungiku walaupun terkadang aku kalut merunggut ketika saat-saat lemahku datang. Aku tak pernah menafikan hak-Mu sebagai Khaliq walaupun terkadang terbuai dengan kesedihan yang amat perit.

Ampunkan aku ya Allah apabila aku merintih nasibku di hadapan-Mu, kepada siapa lagi harus aku mengadu? Aku tidak pernah menyesali kewujudanku ini ya Allah… namun aku hanya hamba-Mu yang dhaif dan lemah. Adakalanya aku kurang kesabaran. Ada masanya aku goyah keimanan. Ada masanya aku terikut bisikan syaitan. Namun dengan limpah kasih sayang-Mu, Engkau menarikku kembali jauh daripada kesesatan.

Ya Muhaimin.Pimpinanlah tangan hamba-Mu ini.pimpinanlah hati hamba-Mu ini akan sentiasa berpijak ke atas jalan kebenaran.Ya Al Quddus, sebagai hamba-Mu yang hina dina, aku takkan mungkin mencapai sempurna, tapi kasihanilah aku bimbinglah aku sentiasa agar aku mampu meniti Titian Silatulmustakim-Mu dengan tenang dan mudah tanpa cela.

Terima kasih ya Allah atas segala takdir yang telah Engkau tentukan untukku Engkaulah Yang Maha Besar… Allahu Akbar!.. peliharalah aku yang lemah ini agar terus berpegang teguh pada tali-Mu…

Terimalah pemohonan hamba-Mu yang sedang bermusafir di bumi-Mu ini Ya Al Mudzill.

Amin Ya Rabbil-Alamin."

Selamat Hari Lahir aku yang ke 27. Alhamdulillah.

harapkan pagar , pagar makan padi

2010-08-27T20:54:00.000+08:00

Sambil baca buku Dilema Melayu Islam - Pahrol Muhamad Judi , aku pasang telinga dengar buletin Utama kat tv3, tak habes lagi kecoh2 pasal buang baby , kuar pulak cerita abang rogol 3 orang adik perempuan (ke 4 orang?) , kejadian dah jadik dekat 7 tahun , since si abang umur 11 tahun , and adik paling kecik kene rogol is 5 years old! lokasi kejadian , rumah ibubapa di Kelantan.

speechless, mengeluh panjang , ape nak jadik dgn umat manusia zaman sekarang.

anyway..dah lama betul tak jenguk blog aku ni. rindu.

apa kabar semua (aku tak tau kalau kamu2 masih setia membaca blog aku)

oh ya. salaam ramadhan al mubarak.

Edward or Jacob

2009-12-30T14:24:00.002+08:00

im confiused, lost, devastated to decide which to choose. Edward or Jacob , Jacob or Edward??

hahahahahahhaah..whatthafish??

Fyi, Kakak 1 is no longer staying with me, Kakak 2 is in Kedah for thounsands years coming perhaps, and left alone a girl named Jijie in a lil apartment somewhere in nearby the city.

I always thot it would be cool to stay on my own , having my sweet time in my own house, noted alone!, lazying around the house, watching tv alone, keeping a cat for company or even walking naked in the house might as well make us feel that we got the freedom all to ourselves.

it's almost a week i've been staying all alone, all the blissfull feeling is now gone. Now, I would even jump to the sound of the wind blows. I hate the ants and cockroches on top of them i hate lizard the most , but they are frends now, they keep me company in a weired way. and P1 too. i dont know wud to blog about, seriously , this is just a plain babling , which is seriously boring. I need a spark! wer to find it??

I got no Issue. you?

2009-12-08T19:10:00.003+08:00

yes.. i dont have any issue. as much as i wanted to believe it. well, everybody got some too, so hell with it.

anyway, im glad to be back blogging, i had lotsa lotsa thing to say before i logged in, somehow it disappeared once i first hit the keyboard.

mebbe i should write about my current living, after about two years of graduating, getting a job, leaving, and getting another and another after another, i still coudnt resist myself to get something better of doing. But my experience is still not enough nor my education seems to help. i was thinking of taking something worth for a better future career. if i got time perhaps.of cos i have.

and my abah, he's sick, and getting older from the last i saw him , and that happend everytime i went back home to visit him. Im scared of losing him. im scared to tell him i love him so much , cos i dont want him to think that i was saying goodbye. im scared to be back home and he's not around, im scared to drive alone without him sitting next to me everytime i drive his car, im scared i'll be late asking his apologise or even thanking him for everything he had done, im scared i cant joke around with him, im scared of to continue writing this.and so i'll stop.

Thank you for reading.

Im feeling - It almost over..

2009-11-19T22:51:00.002+08:00

hi no-one..

been long time i didnt update anything here. not that i had much to say. i miis to blog again. Maybe i'll try to get myself some lil time to write here. =)

so please get over it..soon..real soon.

truly confiused

2007-04-30T14:21:00.001+08:00

confusion is the best answer for multiple illusion.

i'm not so keen to see u back H.

life in a candy Jar

2007-03-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

lalalal

2007-03-11T21:27:00.000+08:00

hah! senang citer. *pbthtttt*-blogger

2007-03-05T17:24:00.000+08:00

sometime ago i used to work under 3 crazee women bosses. Tell you whut..above is still not enough to describe how terrible it was to be working under 3 women bosses.Hopefully , it was the 1st and the last for me..huhuhue.finger crossed.

2007-03-04T12:11:00.000+08:00

Last Friday i was SooOoooOOoooOOoo..happy cuz i had a very good retail therapy with the good-rich-girls but now i'm sOoOoOOoOooOoooo..unhappy cuz i am now broke with no additional money (ade laa but too little) and my PC is broken too and i got a list of things to do (the brother who tried to fixed it blur nak mampos payah tol nak deal).Btw hehehe..i got a new pair of shoe that matches my jeans perfectly. and yeah..a new kettle i must tell!!too Cik mOon -your kettle is no longer needed..huhuhu(the previous one my sister bought me during my 1st year study..very old lah!tats why it cannot function anymore i guess)ahhh..wud a life~ sekarang saya dah HaPpY semula. will upload some piccies later.

erm..to whom this may concern.thanks for the invitation but as usual i will not have the chance to see you cuz i always went out on Friday(cuz u always came on Friday laa). Friday is my Chill-out day lorr...but still thanks!

2007-02-27T21:59:00.000+08:00

har-har-har.... Second Sister send me an e-mail konon-konon dia ingat leh saiko orang la tu.. the subject : do u think fat is ugly?? mind to re-think?

ok kambings2 semua..lets take a look.

(one of 20 other piccies)

Second Sister: wud did u see??.. a stick with boobies??

hehehe..lebeh baik kite tak yah komen. cuz i really want to keep the thought skinny is cool! wud makes you feel a bit jealous with skinny lads is the facts that they can fit-in into almost everything even the one that has a size of a toddler's pants.Bukan la i want to be a moron/gile meroyan nak pakai suar dalam baby..but they look kool cuz they got everything less.kan best tu..guys will not get to how we lads think becos they are made of wood.no offence Mr.Kokonut!

anyhoo...i feel like nak pecah rahsia sotong..tapi sbb dia dah janji tadi tak jadik lak.haha..i save ur ass bro.

i love karaoke..tralalala~~

p/s : time kaseh daun keladi cik moon kerane telah menolong saya mengangkat baldi2 pergi me-laundry, sesungguh nye saya telah kehabisan baju untuk dipakai.jasa anda dikenang jua..mwah~~

2007-02-24T14:24:00.000+08:00

i'm not a good friend to my friend when i forgot to wish him a very happy Chinese New Year. at the beginning , i was thinking of what should i tell him for forgoting the wishy-wishy thing. but hey..better late than never as said by orang-orang tua kan..Happy Chinese New Year my dear Wilson , goes as well to half-made-Cine Maxie.hehehe

i was born in this same year.taon ba alip ba ya.hurmm... let us see the similarities between ba alip ba ya and me (oi!!..so the rest of you who born in 1983 eh!!)

kuat makan..same la tu.
productive ..belom proven unless married
pemalas ..proven benar 100%
mempunyai bunyi yang unique ..proven suara unique bila menyanyi (?)
bijak .. kebanyakan berjaya masuk Universiti dan institute2 terkenal contoh : institute pemulihan dadah
cepat marah apabila makanan direbut ..proven emotional
kuat tido ..proven jugak
gemar bemain-main .. uuhh seronoknyer.
sensitif ...betol tu!
comel ... proven lebih comel daripada ba alif ba ya!

sekian terima kaseh.

2007-02-15T14:44:00.000+08:00

earlier this morning after taking drugs (i mean medication) ,

saye : bai , teh 'o' ais limau suam satu.
Mamak : mau minum apa adey??
saye : teh 'o' ais limau suam satuuu...
Mamak : mau ais ka mau limau ka mau air suam??
saye : *blur* er.. kensel lah..milo ais satu (officially melanggar pesan bonda)

hurmm...today mmg blur abes..dont know why but mebbe because of the medication la kot.i've put away the steroids the Doctor from hell gave me last week cuz tak leh tahan shaky mcm parkinson lak.

bosan.. must be the impact of [V]odoo's Day , yesterday.Even cekelat cadbury dua hengget lapan kupang pon tadek orang nak kasik..*hint hint* moon: walopon aku diet ,kalo ko kasik aku amek jer..hee~

thanks to good-rich-girls ie. Zaini and Ika for cooking us cokodok pisang and make us drink syrap from water cooler (seb bek perot dah imune) on [V]odoo's Day last nite. Also for the pre-[V]odoo's day le tour around the camp. mmg cool abes..

re-charge is needed.till then , take care u all kambings.

2007-02-10T01:27:00.000+08:00

intan sure bunuh diri la tgk aku dah ade ladang kambing skarang...

2007-02-03T13:28:00.000+08:00

im not sure if wud im going to say is something which is very sensitive or not..but for me its just another question from my inquisitive nature.

sometime ago..tak lama sgt la, Kuda told us a story about her senior , this sistah is very kind-down-to earth, gile baik, sikoh tahap cipan ..pendek kater sehingga memungkinkan dia ni dianggap ahli lindungan ka'abah gitu. baik la tu kan? TETAPI, dia ade satu problem which was or still hunting her. Kalo ikut citer KudaPadi cik Moon ni..sistah yg sorang ni kene "buatan-orang" lebeh kurang orang hantar evil spell kat dia laa.. sampai dia selalu saket manjang.. n then menurut yg lain2 jugak sistah ni dah pon di hantar berawat dgn ustaz2 IRK.. tak tau la ustaz yg mana. and sampai pada suatu hari..nih derang la kater..sistah ni mimpi didatangi Rasulullah and Sahabat.. then suro dia baca fatihah..then lepas tu dia teros baik.. until the day Kuda citer tu, kire 2nd time dia didatangi oleh nabi..

the case is..bole percaya ke?? mcm mana dia nak tau tu Nabi..and Sahabat??dia penah tengok ke???tapi bile tanyer mcm tu Kuda pissed off.. konon nyer cam tak baik la ragu2 kat orang baik cam tu.. mane ade orang baik 100%. tak puas ati..mcm mane bole senang2 je claim jumpe nabi pastu citer kat orang..yg pelik tu orang2 mcm Farah and Zaini lak percaya.. cuz..someone like Farah is like a person to refer to jugak la especially when it comes to Islamic Jurisprudence. pelik-pelik...

p/s : aku nak pecah rahsia sotong next entry..siap ah!!

2007-01-28T02:02:00.000+08:00

i think im experiencing some kind of hallucination lately. No. I didn’t eat drugs nor liquor. Since I was left alone here in the hostel, it happened in quite number of occasions, I heard as if someone was at the door but when I ran to the door and open it..there was no one but the wind blows. and not just tat , I heard someone was calling my name when I was in my room and when I looked-up for it ,realized there was no one in the room. there's only me lorr. Sometimes, I even heard distant hushed voice. haish…this does not scare me but I’m a lil worry. what’s happening to me?? I’m too young to die like tis ..alone!!?? somehow , On the other hand, I feel more or less feel like Britney Spears when she sang Baby One More Time…it sound sorta like tis laaa.. My loneliness is killing me~~ tralala~~ but the song doesn’t mean so much of something to me when it was first aired on the radio sometime ago.ye laa..i was a budak kecik at that time.

On a serious note (I thought I’ll never be), for some indefinite reason I feel like blaming those who really make me feel lonely without their presence. U know those people... well u don’t know cuz I’d never came across the subject for years. I think these people are trying to help me to prepare myself to deal with the greater solitude under the deep-dark-silent-creepy burial ground someday or who knows it probably not that intimidating??Who knows...

The thing is, it just so hard to let out what I really feels inside as im still bewildered for what i was bamboozled about for all this while. And the thought were just taking its most suitable time to pop out from deep heart to ask me some assistance. Because before this I had never got the chance to allow deep thinking takes its place in my rojak mind. im sorry my dear heart and soul , for my ignorance and my incapability to thwart the confusion within you and apologize me for my hindrance too. That’s enough. It leaves enough excruciating pain and world-weariness already. It wont get worst than this. Trust me.

Anyhoo, to my friends who constantly suggesting me to get myself a boyfriend (for at least) and I call u moron for that.im really really sorry. I’m taking back my words and I had mull over your people ingenious suggestion.

So. Should I get a temporary boyfie or a disposable one?? I already have the candidate but im just not sure which one should I go for. Should I get the kinky or the cutie superman? Personally, I kindda like that kinky Superman. But hey…im a Super-Greedy-Girl (if not where would the incredibly legendary name G-G came from kan?) I have resolute the matter, I want ‘em both hehe. Till then, watch through you window cuz u might be lucky to see me flying and floating in the blue sky flirting with my two temporary and disposable boyfie and PLEASE be jealous of me , I know tats too much for you people to handle but tats all u can do. Tata.

Weeeeeeeee~~~

2007-01-19T17:41:00.000+08:00

nak balik tak,nak balik tak , nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak , nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak, nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak,nak balik tak???

moon..y did u left me alone with Kuda????

i've checked with the person incharged for the volunteering programe for johor flood victim..and there will be another trip tommorrow if im not mistaken..and to moon : tadi bus tak bertolak pukul 3 pon..lepas abes xm jam 5 tadi pon ada lagi. Kalo tau ..awal2 lagi dah regis.benci nya...!! and today mama called..but earlier nani called cakap mama suruh balik ASAP if dah habis xm..mcm tau2 aje im about to spend my holiday in Johor with the flood victim..and mama later called suruh pulang.mcm mana ni??? baju di-pack untuk pulang atau ke johor..kalau tipu tak ape ke???kat johor nanti cakap je dah sampai johor ke...hee.Tengok lah nanti.

2007-01-16T17:38:00.000+08:00

did anyone know about Oshin is going to be put on-air once again after so many years??btol ke ni??and another citer jepun yang sangat mantap main bola tampar tu..glamer dgn "samesop berpusing...!!!" ...then dalam citer tu konon2 nyer dia terjumpe balik kitab mak dia care2 bersamesop dgn mantap dan kencang..mcm2 gaya laa..tu pon ade gak .. yeke??

musykil..muyskil.

2007-01-12T22:07:00.000+08:00

and also for the good-rich-kind-gurls ...

here's u ppl's cake..please be kind to share..hehe

2007-01-12T10:00:00.000+08:00

hurmm..im looking foward to watch Lelaki Komunis Terakhir by Amir Muhamad.-sign-

2007-01-10T10:23:00.000+08:00

to Wanie :

my lil sister , this could be the hardest time in urlife to handle with since mama dah ikut abah Wanie jugak. Mama Wanie had been in a long pain especially when the person she loved with all her heart ; ur father left her to see god . And having 3 daughters left in her hand was not easy for her to handle alone but somehow she did it with flying colours..just look at u now.Mama must be proud of u and all the effort she gave are all worth to remembered. Wanie must be strong and i know u are. there's so much that i wanted to say but it just wont come out and knowing that i cudnt help u much at this time...im sending u loads and loads of prayers hoping u and ur sisters will be fine.

to Mama Wanie :

Al- Fatihah~ .RIP.

p/s : im sorry cuz i still cudnt call u as much as i wanted to. im afraid if i cudnt say anything right to u at this moment.

2006-12-06T14:28:00.000+08:00

another amusing picture to share..
this picture was taken in Kelantan airport according to the source.cheers ..

2006-12-04T15:06:00.000+08:00

1st F****** manual registeration day on new F****** semester.wud on earth can be worst than this???

saya mendapati terdapat persamaan antara man. reg. & human genocide atau ethnic cleansing yang akan bertindak balas menyebabkan mangsa berasa depressed,ketakutan yg amat dasyat , benci berserta dendam ,kekeciwaan,kesedihan,kemurungan, dan pelbagai human disoders.yang boleh ditunjukkan di dalam matematik (matematik kah?) seperti di bawah ini :-

manual reg. = human genocide/ethnic cleansing = tuttt..tut....tut...-sensored- *maki hamun dan carut mencarut

sekian dahulu pelajaran kita pada hari ini...sehingga berjumpa lagi~~

2006-11-19T01:30:00.000+08:00

heyya..

Lord of The Oil

a friend of mine sent me the picture today, and i found it really funny and thought it would be nice if i could share with you.

2006-10-19T01:35:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

awghughhh... i demam.. = ( . this must be the rain the other night balik kelas dalam hujan. thank goodness dah habes download notes..and some save for later surfing cuz i cudnt stand this head is getting heavier than usual..

and guess wud..im not going back with anyone..cuz Ana is missing in action.cud not reach you.so im going back alone lah.tats ok anway..

i wish i cud telan penadol tonite tapi takot tak bangun lak sok pagi..not safe..so i will eat 'em once i safely landed my bum on the seat..and tido alog the journey sampai kuale..ahhh...heaven...so heaven..

btw...i want to wish everyone..Eid Mubarak..sElamat Hari Raya AidilFitri , Maaf zahir+batin+fizikal+mental and all the best for finals.

2006-10-17T14:08:00.000+08:00

I’ve made my checklist last nite and I found out that I got plenty to be done..urghh..which is very important plus with some not-so-important thingies…

Before-going-back checklist:-

grab Dr. Fuzi’s notes from the nerd-est sister in the class
download Econs slide-notes from Dr. Nahar’s site
get Thought II notes @ near-mosque photocopy shop no. 924 and 929.
antar kad raye abang Usop
antar esemen Abbasid Caliphate
bli butang baju melayu ajoi [ nak ade perl and rantai ..cekadak tul]
print exam slip
jangan sekali-kali check assessment result!!!!
laundry
kutip duit kuih raye.
antar kuih raye liana
call WK amik kuih raye
carik mahallah check-in / check-out slip
letak pokok lam pot kat pentry
beli selendang mama
beli buah Tin opah
donlod past years exam questions
TER
wish selamat hari raye as mush as boleh kpd peeple
mintak maaf kat cikgu-cikgu [ kalo menyampah sgt.. e-mail jer lah..]
antar e-card to all friends [ cyber friends are included]
kemas bilik jijie!!!!!!!!!
antar semua cdies yang dipinjam kepada tuan nya
kutip duit recycle kat abang recycle
check lost-and-found board kat library for missing file

horrible ..horrible....cuz I have classes till 7 pm Wednesday then..tonite got one at 8 pm til 10:30 pm lak..tetapi..saya sronok dan teruja nak balik kampong beraya…tak sabar nyer..teheheh

Balik-kampong-countdown: 3 days

2006-10-16T15:48:00.000+08:00

ahahahah..tak sabar nak balik!!

2006-10-15T14:02:00.001+08:00

Abah called last night and he was @opaH. Opah insists to talk to me in the middle talking to my dad.

Opah : Kamu bile nak balik?? idok ke nak nengok Opah??
me : balik..sok luse oghang sampei le..
Opah : balik dengan sape??
me : soghang
Opah : elok-elok..kamu tu anak dara.. pot pet pot pet..bahaye..pot pet pot pet..kene cekik..pot pet pot pet..humban lam longkang..pot pet pot pet..kuluor sughat kabor..pot pet pot pet…muke depan..pot pet pot pet..keluor berita tv3…pot pet pot pet..sedih mama ngan abah kamu..pot pet pot pet…jangan lupe bli opah buah tin kamu bli kat opah dulu tuh ye! Bye...

Phew…almost nak tertido.. actually I forgot that Ana and I are going back together because we found out that we’r taking the same bus home.teheheh...

Opah tunggu ye..oghang nak balik dah nih…

2006-10-04T14:26:00.000+08:00

i'm bored *sob sob*

skipping class...

trapped in the rain in this bloody cold lab!

2006-10-02T16:01:00.000+08:00

=( i didnt sleep for the whole night just to get prepared for todays discussion at 12..and guess wud??think harder ppl..yeah..no discussion just normal lecture as usual..haishh!!and last class i'd experienced brain-dead for not coming prepared to class for open discussion ..bila nak mati prepare tadek plak...ape kah semua nya ini???

anyhoo..mamaAbah is coming down to KL this weekend. and that means im going to shop-till-mom-drop for my baju raya..hurmm..i havent get a picture of wud kind of baju raya i wanna have ..btw..its not gonna be a-good-long-raya since we'll be back on 5th raya cuz on 6th raya i'll be sitting for my first paper for final exam.

im not so well right now..i'll be found drop-dead on the floor by The Roomates.

2006-09-30T20:59:00.000+08:00

hurmm... this is really funny and very much idealistic..huhuhuee..let us see..

a frend gave this to me .. but im not sure wether he already know bout the humiliating tragedy last 2 weeks kot.. here's some guidelines bila kita terjatuh..or facing anything yang humiliate kite..

1.kalo tersepak batu: jangan terus bangun, sebaliknyer anda baring dan trus berguling-guling hingga jauh dari perhatian ramai...lepas tu baru bgn bila takde org nampak..

2. kalo terjatuh beskal: cepat2 naik beskal anda semula dan jatuhla lagi sehingga berkali-kali supaya org ingat anda saje2 buat lawak...

3. kalo terjatuh tangga: trus bersilat seolah-olah anda dirasuk atau sedang berlawan dgn makhluk halus...

4. kalo terjatuh dlm longkang: pungutlah sampah yg ada sambil marah2 dgn suara yg kuat, pasti org menyangka anda seorg yg amat prihatin terhadap kebersihan....

5. kalo jatuh ketika nk naik bas: jeritlah kuat2.."oi! apa tolak2 ni?" walaupun takde org kt blakang anda....

hehehe..kelakar eh..very thoughtful of you Muaz!

likey : Good Food at Bazaar Ramadhan
No likey : too much choices came back with empty hand :(
Seliper jamban diculik UFO
Ticket bus balik kampong dah kaput!
Quizes and bloody assignments]
Nak balikkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk...~~~

2006-09-28T13:37:00.000+08:00

patut ke kelentong bulan2 baik ni?? finger crossed~

2006-09-22T18:45:00.000+08:00

salaam ,

Dear month of Ramadhan..i'm so lucky to meet you once again. Cant wait to see you tho.

2006-09-21T13:28:00.000+08:00

hello..since everyone kuar voting..so do i went too.Tapi tak mcm mase 1st time vote.Kali ni smooth and steady. Tak yah nak beratur pon. and no free-coupon too. =P tak paham btol dengan voting system tu. bila dah decide person yg kite nak vote tu tiba-tiba lak dah menang tanpa bertanding??wuddha??pastuh vote for international student jer..issue pon tah ape pon tak tau.so i just vote for the most pleasent face..hehehe.

i saw TV3 truck today when i was walking around the square side. Mcm sure heboh..i tried to get closer ..who knows my face will be aired tonite on Buletin Utama ke Nite Line ke..=D..tapi tadek paper pon..it even looks like TNB generator jer?? TV3 supply power jugak ke??tadek letric lagik ke uia ni??

till then..how's everyone??

2006-09-17T11:27:00.000+08:00

hello..Happy sunday..weather looks so bright..so my mood i guess..
hehehe..new skin for new mood..

anyhoo..tonite will be The BBQ night..cant wait. i've been given a task , goreng french fries..nyum nyum.

stuck here with a lil boredom waiting for my laundry done. seems like it will be as busy as ever. duh..

yay!! Ramadhan is around the corner..i just Love the mood during Ramadhan..i am soOoOo much UNDER-CONTROL. nyehehehe.

k..guess my 2-weeks-laundry is done. need to go back and do some homework and prepared for tonite chillout with the good-rich-girls . layter.

2006-09-16T18:51:00.000+08:00

Before you met me I was a fairy princess I caught frogs and called them prince and made myself a queenBefore you knew me I traveled round the world I slept in castles and fell in love Because I was taught to dream we are never too old to dream of what we want in life.

2006-09-16T17:32:00.000+08:00

*scream!!!*....fail midterm!can u just believe tat im the lowest in the class..and a day before i was the highest in another class..wud is this a cursed??

2006-09-09T14:26:00.000+08:00

its my birthday on 8 sept. ..yesterday to be precise.. and there was this funny thing happend to me..and even to call my dignity is totally gone.. on 7th tu..i went to class for midterm , and met Cik Jue..Cik Jue tetiba wish Happy birthday..with hugs and kisses..so i really thot it was my birthday on that day...then tetiba je sayu ..cuz if its my birthday..why havent anyone wish me??? why mama abah tak call pon?? buat tak tau jer??then..i went back watch cd alone..and still sayu-ing around the room..till i went to class on the afternoon..another dignity-is-totally-gone thing happend. I wore this very Red top to class..mase nak pakai tu dah rase tak sedap dah..tapi sebab baju seme blom basuh lagik..n this is selai sepiunggang yang ade..rembat je laa..then mase jalan gi class..all the cars passes by...seme kasik eye camtuh..so another sign its not a good decision to wear it in the first place.. the masuk class Apy mati-mati ajak dia duduk blakang skali..not so many of us turned up tat day pon..then class went on mcm biase..just tat in the middle tu..when Sir F was reading us Pak Sako's writings..ade la plak mentioned pasal gadis berbaju merah la konon..as wud he said..if a guy saw a lady wearing very red..instead of directly say to the lady..they'll say "amboiii..merah nyer langit hari ni" ..tekene plak kat batang idong and Apy was not helping at all..even she was the one loudest luffed.Kuang asam tul!!!and the guys ..wahhh...so happy la dapat kene kan aku eh korang???? trak cukop2 lam kelas..luar kelas pon sambung lagik.but ..hehehe..it was funny laa..

then later , lepas maghrib Sheda ajak gi pasar malam kat Wangsa Melawati, bli rambutan..then so we went..on the way..i told her its my birthday and no one bother to wish and marah2 lagik...

aku : weit, ari nih birthday aku tau sheda..tadek sorang pon wish aku..*pout*
Sheda : biar btol..???
aku : yer ahh...*muke bengang + sedih*
Sheda : bukan 8 aribulan ke??
aku : a'a
Sheda : arinih 7 aribulan la jie..sok baru birthday ko!!*gelak cam nak mampos*
aku : yeke???Juwita dah wish aku cakap birthday aku arinih gie..siot tull..malus aku!seb bek
tak call umah marah2 gi..
Sheda : aku baru nak call ko midnite kang nak wish..potong tol laa..
aku : hehehhe :P

hehehe..so anyway..happy 23rd birthday Jijie~bless all!

2006-09-05T20:19:00.000+08:00

duh...dah balik sini tadek electrik pulak...

2006-09-05T02:14:00.000+08:00

testing..testing...testing.....

2006-08-28T16:03:00.000+08:00

Another Midterm tommorrow and i just informed by a classmate ,Jennifer. Thot II assignment due on Wednesday.. baju yg belom di laundry kan..assignment Tengku Mohar , God bless jijie please..

2006-08-27T13:48:00.000+08:00

hehe.. wud's jijie up to these days??

1. The newest family member..Baby Zareen Hannah.Nina's 1st baby and 1st grandchild of mom and dad.So ..jijie is officially now an aunt.duhh..

2. Convest ( kasik hadiah kat akak + kak anis, the rest of kakaks get hugs n whishes only...no money to buy 'em flowers or present) cool ceremony..akak got overwhelmed , halfway bursted into tears.huhuh..convest hill sucks! no good food! makan dapat cherry berry lagik ade.btw..i bought another spongebob , this one is baby sponge...not so cuddly..think of getting another one for baby Zareen too..maybe tommorow.

3. Pending assignments.. Political thought II (thinkers timeline), International Relations's research proposal(Malaysia-S'pore unbridge)..Econs (Articles Review),Research Method. (forgot if i really have any) ..and the list goes on..and on and on...

4. cant wait to meet Baby Zareen.

5. need to do be a lil more creative with this thing u called blog. but too lazy.

6. Leen (if u read this) ni kire update la nih..hehe

7. GTG ..pending ass. need attention.

2006-07-24T16:42:00.000+08:00

assalamualaikum..

hari ini sungguh Isnin yg biru(s) . ye lah...kaki yang sakit tidak ade tanda2 untuk pulih dalam masa yang terdekat ini.Kesengsaraan demi kesengsaraan telah dirasai ..terumtama apabila hendak menuruni katil yg setinggi setingkat itu.Nak membuang hajat juga menjadi begitu sukar walopon menggunakan toilet sit.sekarang ini..saya adalah makhluk yang paling slow di atas permukaan muka bumi selepas Kak Hazma.Dia mungkin berbangga dengan berita ini kerana dia tidak lagi makhluk yang lembab mengalahkan kora-kora sakit gigi. malam tadi saya telah menggunakan YOKO YOKO untuk melegakan kesakitan otot2 kaki saya.Malangnya , kelegaan itu hanya bersifat sementara waktu sahaja.kesakitan otot2 saya berlarutan selepas itu.saya sudah tidak tahan lagi..daripada speed limit saya iaitu 200 km/j telah menjadi berejam jam km/j..ciss..ini semua adalah gara2 permainan tuju selipar semalam.dah lah hadiah kene put onhold kaki pulak sakit..tidak adil sungguh.hmmphh!!ok lah..pergi dahulu.

2006-07-23T11:04:00.001+08:00

wuts Hot!!

Last Friday as usual got no class. So , than not doing anything , i turun bawah to get some notes fom the photocopy shops.Then lepak kat bench kat tengah2 Square baca paper.nothing much ..the news were still goes around Siti and Datuk K's wedding.

Then boring2 habes baca pape .. gi ITD plak.If not puasa sure dah breakfast.Then kat ITD nampak Eppy.Lepak2 lagik..then dah pukul 10:30 a.m or so i thought..before orang sebuk kuar semayang jumaat ada baiknya berambus terlebih dahulu..then jalan puna jalan..perot lapar gile , nampak Farah Ika-mas pon ade.Ika-mas ajak gi Demonstration kat KLCC . demo tu lead by PEMUDA UMNO started kat depan Masjid KLCC then headed to Us embassy to Chinese, Russian, French embassies and the British High Commission. we went there b bus..UIA yg hantar kat depan KLCC.Ramai gile orang yg join demo antar memorandom kat embassies and ask all government around the world to support to stop inhuman action kat Lebanon and Gaza by Israel. everyone shouted "JAHANAM ISRAEL!!!JAHANAM ISRAEL!!! the only thing i could hear. ad they even burn i-dont-know-what but smells like kertas terbakar laa kat depan US embassy. Mmg gile happening la..and there was about 2000 people yg join from many NGO's and Universities PM pon ade gak..but they came a lil bit late. Nad ot to orget..got some may pictures take by ppls with camera (well .. i cant just trn away om camera u know..so it was cool to be there and take pictures) people in the crowd sporting habis..n also orang2 yag kat atas jalan tu..all are supporting by giving us Honky-Honky which was LOUD! and man thumbs-UP too!!so i felt like being supported and honored ..che wah! saw Khairy Jamaluddin with his broken arm and Dato' Shuhaimi Ibrahim and many other good familiar faces.

wuds NOT!!!

kaki yang penat dan perot yg kebuluran dan esok ade family day!erghhh!!

Saturday

Wuds HOT!!

weee!!!syok la dapat main Tuju Selipar (ala the one yg kite susun o diri kan selipar and baling another selipar sampai jatuh then lari before kene baling dengan selipar and try the best to build it back at the same time. ramai gak Clb ang antar proxy. But!!!guess whut?? siape ang menang???drum-roll pleaseee!!!!!

JASA la menang ..1st place ...tenag teng teng..!!! tak sagka pon bole meag sebab turun stadium pon sebab kesian kat Sheda dah beria-ria ajak..penat2 saket kaki berjalan semalam pon pegi jugak..then time ak get ready games tu..they all suun join warmig up badan dulu..then we all (Baling Selipar Team) gelak2..cuz we tot..ape laa main baling2 selipar pon susah payah nak streacth p..kelakar dohh!!!then usha2 other games..ade Futsal,Galah Panjang , Hand Ball ,Basket Ball , Swimming kot..and banyak lagi..we started main baling selipar tu pagi2 lagi and we r also the last team yg abes kan game while others dah duduk kat bench tengak closing performance.ahh..cute boys are everywhere..especially MISI club.=P

Wuds NOT!!
mak!!!! saket nyer kaki ..ha'ah..lawak sagat la pasal streaching tu now we know why..since we play liga..we got almost 15 games through out the match.duhh!!no wonder la skang jalan pon dan macam kong kang..giler ahh..saket..dah taruk minyak kda pon saket lagik!!btw..i need to do this..bear me people...

"TO BALING SELIPAR TEAM (i.e jijie , zaini , Ika , Farah , Una , and Sheda!!!!!)...CONGRATLATION FOR WINNING THE MATCH WE ARE THE BEST!!"-- thats pretty obvious sebab kite je yang dah tua ..

2006-07-15T22:14:00.000+08:00

shite!! i hate LIZARDS... i Hate LIZARDS..F*** yew lil goddam creature..f***!!!!!

2006-07-12T11:40:00.000+08:00

hye..hehehhe..gosh..its been sometime i ddidnt post anything..and so many crappy stuff i dying to blog. ermm..btw..i just wanna say..i miss blogging..heheheh..

anyhoo...life been ups n downs for those who wondering how i was doing for past few months.But things will always get to its place again..so nothing horrible so far.hmm..i'm applying another job..duh..yeah..jijie just cant stop getting into this??sick of me huh?? wud to do..not that i wanted so much to work..it just that whenever you see opportunity(s) under your nose .. takkan tak nak cuba..i belive ..it is always good to try.. tak rugik ape pon..and i love to get myself busy preparing things..asking questions to people..the interactions involved during the time.hahah..want to blog more..but i need to find words to say first..so..stories will revealed gradually ok!..till then.. god bless..

2006-05-16T10:38:00.000+08:00

hey..peepos..im back..!!all FINE and O.K

2006-05-02T21:46:00.000+08:00

saya demam =(

2006-04-25T14:13:00.000+08:00

date's juices ke dead jews??!! my head was so confiused this morning and could not properly digest the information i get from the lecture..uhhh...heheh..

For my 1st day class in this 3rd semester..it shows that i'm so into this short semester study..but well..i have to..im repeating my Usul al-Fiqh after failed it last two semesters.fuhh..gee..this not thinking jijie!!wud a waste..anyhoo..its will not gonna be too bad la kot. cuz i'd already done it before.oww..yeah.. actually it's dates juice not dead jews .hehe..

OK..another thang ..i'd lost my pendrive cuz those bloody ;%&%^%^$@!@#!~~#$%%%$^%$^&$%^&%^*&%%*&%^%#$)()*)&(*()_++*&$@!!@~%^$#!!!#%^^&%^%$@@~@#@#$)(^^$653!23$$()*(&*^%">*&$@!!@~>%^$#!!!#%^^&amp;amp;%^%$@@~@#@#$)(^^$653!23$$()*(&*^%^(*&)(&&*^

kat opis mahallah tu cam siot gi campak barang orang LIDV kat dalam stor ..budus!!hilang barang..skang sape nak ganti??

later..

2006-04-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

2006-04-06T21:33:00.000+08:00

heheh..yay!!!!! jijie dah abes pekser..mwahahahha..sronok nyer.segala azab dunia telah pon berjaya dilepasi.Tunggu ajer azab kedua menanti resault keluar. So..whut to tell? erm..owh yeah..i'll be off to Negeri Sembilan for Jasa programme for 3 days and back to KL on Thursday.Thereafter, we (i.e ; me ,Wanie , Zaini and Syeda) amik train dari hurm..mane tuh lupe plak. wanie and syeda will ikut sekali , zaini balik kampong teros.

anyways...im still looking foward for Shasha's plan to Gua Tempurung. and the girls is up with the plan to gather us for a Reunion. ah??dah sampai masa nya ke??eurghh..btw..it surely gonna be hilarious , fun, horn, awsome to meet those girls back.i miss them so much..aww...

owh..yeah..this is hot..i met a guy on LRT to Gombak after bookfair itu hari..i forgot that i saw this very much handsome guy.gawd..he is real!!hah!wud more wanie pon notice jugak..but Farah did smile at him while i was standing next to her.Tak aci!!!huh!!

well...
as wud to pic. said..whuteverh!!!!im not gonna see him again!!*sob sob*

time to go..laytah!!mwah!

2006-04-01T11:55:00.000+08:00

yes..bite me people..bite me!!i'm so damn lazy to tidy my room wud more to study for my last paper and that willbe on 6 April.Dah la carry marks dapat skit jer.Final will be 60% lak tu .hampeh btol. well..tu lambat lagi..got some more time to study.heheh..whut??not agree??jijie is jijie laa..

btw..last week was awsome.Thou i was having my shrinking period due to the thight exam schedule i still got the time to chill out!!

me i.e Zaini ,Wanie,Farah,Shida,Fabu,Mar and Huda went to visit Zoo Negara at night.haha..cool jugak walopon tak nampak ape2 sangat. last night i didnt sleep at all to study my Revealation at 9am.Thereafter..i straight away went to book fair at the PWTC.best..terjumpa Mak ngah , Pak Ngah and Shah pon ade.Jalan punye jalan sampai tak sedar dah petang.kaki pon camnak tercabut dah.so then wepon balik.beli dinner kat cafe pastuh naik bilik teros terbongkang.Bangun makan dinner pastuh tetibe pening lak..pastuh tido balik..pastuh bangun balik mandi.Lepas mandi lepak-lepak dgn Zaini and Farah baca magazine then main game lak.One of the mag. tu is 40 Orang Kaya Malaysia .dasat gilepunyer kaya.Zaini kate nakkaye ngorat laderang..Farah katebak[e ngorat derang..dah tua..ngorat la anak depa tapi nak ngorat tu tengokbtoi2 dulu muka pak depa...kalomukaPak depa hansome tu ada possibility besaq anakdepa pon hansome.pa punya idea..Pastuh Zaini nak kuar jab kirim bli maggie mee and icecube sebab Farah dah abeskan buat rendam kaki dia.jahat tol!pastuh Zaini balik tgk CD lak..tgk citer The Wig.Serambodo laciter tu..heheh.pastuh Ani datang..tak sempat tgk sampaiabes cd dah hang.pirate la katekan..so sambung je main game..Syida datang buat air cam beser.Minum tea kejab..lepak2 gi.sambung main game kejab..pastuh gie tido balik.Bangun dah lambat round 10am camtuh.nak gi OR lukis banner ngan Zaini rase malas lak sebab nak kemas bilik.so lepakgi..main game..takkemas bilik lagi..pastuh lapar lak..gi bli makan.

btw..thispetang nakgi Bukit Jalil.cuz sokNani ajak gi Carnival Alamanda.orite latuh..jalan lagik..waaa.....sronok nyer.. hehe..so ok..better get myself ready..adios...

2006-03-09T15:47:00.000+08:00

laughter is the best medicine....heheheh

Subject: Why chicken cross the road..??

What The Experts Had To Say...

Kindergarten teacher: Because it wanted to get to the other side.

Aristotle: It is the nature of chickens to cross roads.

Ronald Reagan: I forget.

Arthur Andersen (consultant): Deregulation of the chicken's side of the road was threatening its dominant market position. The chicken was faced with significant challenges to create and develop the competences required for the newly competitive market. Andersen, in a partnering relationship with the client, helped the chicken by rethinking its physical distribution strategy and implementation processes. Using the Poultry Integration Model (PIM), Andersen helped the chicken use its skills, methodologies, knowledge, capital and experiences to align the chicken people, processes and technology in support of its overall strategy within a Program Management framework.

Richard M. Nixon: The chicken did not cross the road. I repeat, the chicken did NOT cross the road.

Computer Programmer: In order for the chicken to cross the road safely they would need more than one driver to access the server farm, if not they will hang in the middle of the road.

Jerry Seinfeld: Why does anyone cross a road? I mean, why doesn't anyone ever think to ask "What the heck was this chicken doing walking around all over the place anyway?"

Bill Gates: I have just released the new Chicken Office 2000, which will not only cross roads, but will lay eggs, file your important documents, and balance your checkbook.

Dr M: You know, I am tired of all this...'apa-nama' chicken-chicken bisnes...the foreign powers should stop intervening in our domestic affairs and just leave our chickens alone.. If they want to... 'apa nama' cross the road, they should be allowed to cross the road... Malaysia is a democratic country; we let our chickens do whatever they want to do... as long as they don't threaten the Malay unity and try to topple the government...and if they plan to do so... we won't hesitate to use the ISA...

Pak Lah: Ini semua adalah khabar angin sahaja...jangan percaya khabar - khabar angin ini semua... biasalah ini adalah taktik pembangkang untuk memecah belahkan perpaduan ayam-ayam semua... jangan percaya... jangan percaya...

Samy Vellu: Ayyooyoo... belakang cerita lain kali, kita sude bikin banyak jembatan, itu ayam musti guna jembatan untuk lintas itu jalan lagi pun kalu itu ayam mau pigi jalan-jalan, beritau sama saya juga, saya bolley buat lebbey banyak toll........

Karam Singh Walia: Seperti yang saudara dapat lihat, kelihatan ayam-ayam itu sedang melintas jalan. Mereka bukan sahaja melintas jalan, malah membuang najis di atas jalan dan ini adalah pencemaran yang paling hebat di maya ini. Bapa-bapa dan ibu-ibu ayam haruslah mengambil inisiatif untuk melatih ayam-ayam agar menahan najis sewaktu melintas jalan, sekian saya sudahi dengan.........Ayam di jalan di lintaskan; Ayam di reban mati tak makan.

Colonel Sanders: I missed one?

Bill Clinton: I've had so many chicks, I can't remember...

Wan Kamarudin: Ape kejadahnyer ini semua, KL dah jadik reban ayam, mak bapak ayam asyik menganga saje.

Zainal Ariffin Ismail: Ada saksi menyatakan yang mereka dapat melihat ayam-ayam ini melintasi jalan-jalan di kampung ini pada waktu malam. Ada yang menyatakan ayam-ayam ini merupakan penyamaran jin. Dan ada juga mengaitkan ia berkaitan dengan peristiwa silam di kampung ini. Apakah sebenarnya maksud tersirat ayam-ayam ini melintas jalan? Oleh itu saya akhiri, "Jangan biarkan hidup anda diselubungi misteri........."

huhuhue..peace!

2006-03-07T15:36:00.000+08:00

hurmm.. i read newspaper today , and seems like every newspaper got this news at the frontpage printed on..almost laa.Siti Nurhaliza had finally in-lurve with someone..as i was reading the newspaper a friend of mine gave me some insights of artist's life through her own perspective..

K : hah?!!siti dah admit eh dia ade bf??

me : baru nak baca..

K : menyampah.. *pout* asal artis jer nak carik Datuk..macam tadek lelaki

lain lagi dah..

me : hehe..ok laa tu..Siti pon kaya ..Datuk K pon kaya..

K : alaa..ramai lagik lelaki yg kaya tadek title "Datuk",saje jer tuu..artis seme sama jer..AnDARTU lak tu..(part ni saya tak bley terima)

me : haa??ape lak ANDARTU..dia baru 27.Muda la lagi tuhh..ko biar btol..kite abes study nanti pon umo dah 25.

K : yelahh..ANDARTU la tuh..dah tua..oghang abes study kawen laa

me : aitt...dah ade bf ke??

K : next month oghang nak tunang dah..

me : ces..

This inevitable Siti Nurhaliza has been a spotlight for almost every occasion.best of luck ..

2006-03-06T17:45:00.000+08:00

hehehe...now that is funny..hehe..couldnt think of how women will do that too while they are on-going for aging..hurmmm???

i'm quite satisfied at the almost the end of the day, today.Well, not that i win a lottery..but i managed to get 17 out of 20 for my Econs1500 quiz for not even study.Not that im 100% satisfied , cuz part of me i felt a lil guilt over things i've done last week.I didnt turned up to class and end up missed the Quiz , then on the next class i went to asked my lecturer to give me the paper cuz everybody have submitted their papers already done.So he gave me and as i was having another class that that..i cant really find the time to finish it and i promised to submit it befor 5 and another class will finish at 5.pening-pening..my mind fuctioning actively to escape..so i walk to Econ's Cafe and find some classmates, if i'm lucky to find them..and asked them the answer..so i was..i'm lucky enough to met Hanim.Hanim told me all the answers and i submitted my paper not more than 15 min. after receiving.And today we got our paper back..and suprisingly, i got higher than Hanim do.How come??But Hanim is cool.hehehhe.She said i was lucky to tembak some of the question rite on.so it wasnt too bad laa..heheh..i guess im happy at this moment.yeah..cuz i have a great nite out at The Award dinner at CAC and a very fun weekend..i was jolly..hehe..lalalala..

2006-03-03T12:18:00.000+08:00

yupss...me want cookie!!!me want cookIe!!!i'm wish i could eat like a monster..sob..sob!!everthing seems to expensive these days and i hate to know that i cannot eat thing i'm craving for because of the BirdFlu la E-Coli laa , lalala..so want i gonna eat then??well..its ok..at least i go on diet ,prepare myself for the next trip to Kampong Orang Asli - Aborigines Village somewhere in Negeri Sembilan.This is actually Zaini's idea askied me to join her Club JASA to Negeri Sembilan after the final exam.The trip will be last for 3 days.I'll explain on that later..

notice the icon up there - that monster cookie?? actually i got that from -u just need to click on the icon- here.I think i like it so much..and i found spongebob icon and he's darn cute.

heheh..i love it!! i love it!! seems like i can just simply express my feelings.. through the icon.teheheheh..sukelah..so..thats all for now..till then...

hehe..

2006-02-24T12:20:00.000+08:00

im really tired of this..while i just about to have my life on a really smoothie run this person show his face once again..whut is he trying to do? stop breaking my heart.stop giving me another hope. Stop making me thinking of YOU!i'm a well person now that i dont need to be hurt once again.huuH~ sign~

2006-02-24T11:39:00.000+08:00

hurmm..i'm not sure what is exactly in my mind right now or maybe i know.i want to go to the "lowest heaven".

2006-02-13T15:16:00.001+08:00

malas nyer nak blog..huh!no mood either..bosan nyer..-sigh-

2006-02-06T10:32:00.000+08:00

hahahahahaha

2006-01-24T12:08:00.001+08:00

"Your feelings change suddenly and easily. You are always lonely, and like traveling. You are truthful, but listen and believe other people too easily. It's hard to find love for you, and get lost in love easily, Sometimes get hurt by love"

above given by a friend , this friend of mine asked me my Birth date and friend found that for me.

am i really that uncertain?? mebbe

apart from people?? not really

hard to get love and i lost easily in relationship?? most probably yes..

love hurts me sometimes?? most of the time

heheh... sob sob...

lets do survey nak???

1. What's your name? jijie

2. How old are you? 22 going on 23

3. What's your gender? female

4. Are you single? nope

5. Do you want a bf/gf? sometimes

6. How many bf/gf had you have? 1 or 2 but it was unofficial

7. What's your type? i dont know

8. Do you have a crush right now? not really

9. Are you a virgin? hell yeah

10. When was your first kiss? i'll save it up untill now..see??i've been a good girl so far.

11. Will you risk everything for him/her? depends..if he'll do the same

12. Do you really love him/her? till death..

13. Are you sure about your relationship with him/her? i should be

14. When did you guys first met? during school years

15. Tell us about it.... what you want to happen or what's already happening!
i wish we accidentally in love .. -sigh-

2006-01-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

Lalala..i'm blogging from Cik Jue'S room. just finished helping Cik Jue's setting up her blog.Cik Jue seems really exited and SERIOUSLY fussy too. =P blah la Cik Jue!

i havent decided when i'll be going back home.mebbe tommorrow kot...notice the changes at the welcome page?? tats from Mya - Big Big World. nic sweet song.

im signing off-

2006-01-23T13:04:00.000+08:00

owh my gawd...wud am i thinkin???

it goes like this.....i started to sent A a messege to his Frendster Account long time ago.., just to say hye..and A was my classmate and a nice person too..then..we exchange messeges for 3 to 4 msgs more.And the msgs was around the discussion on Hye and classes and Sucking life and thats it.. i have no other intensions other than just saying Hye to him since he was my classmate and he's in Friendster..he told me to say hye to him once i get to see him around campus..well.. i almost did that..but unfortunately..i was always on rush or he was in a midst of something ..so malas laa..now i'm getting it as something amusing yet spooky..ok..you imagine..someone..out of no where( urm..sekelas jer pon) say hye to you on the World Wide Web..and the person told you ,that u had been in the same class previously..u even a frend of a frend of him..and yet u still have no idea who's the person behind the name. spooky laa tu..and i think its Fun..at the same time i think its not good..cuz A is a very good person. well..we'll see..how will he get to reckon me later on..huehuehue.

i went to Bukit Jalil last saturday to teman my sis cuz her husband went to up north for Dinner.days was ok..and i just get back from there.i need to do my laundry and tidy up my room then only i can get into packing and get into the bus heading to my hometown.Zaini and the others went to Genting today..i missed the trip with the girls..dammit..tapi mood pon tak berapa mengijinkan..i got my period pain and i feel so much lazy..so..ok till then..happy hols!! and tata..

2006-01-20T16:46:00.000+08:00

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*di atas adalah maki hamun yang maha kejam oleh jijie di mana , jika difahami oleh orang lain maka akan mati kekejanganlah mereka sambil mulut berbuih-buih dan mata terkebil-kebil.

hah...amekk!!puas hatii..!!~!!!

hari ni saya screwed up sebab semalam saya main2 dan tengok CD citer Cello walopon saya tau yang hari ni due saya kene hantar quiz ngan ass. jom kita imbas kembali kejahilan jijie pada malam semalam...

jam 3:00 ptg 19 Jan 2006

pulang dari kelas dan melepak di lab sehingga petang.

jam 6:35 ptg

beli lunch (dinner sekali la tu sbb tak sempat lunch pon)

jam 7:45 ptg

sampai bilik teros tido sampai pukul 8:00 mlm

jam 8:00 mlm

bagun dari tidor..teros gi toilet basuh muke ..teros makan dinner yang sepatutnya lunch tu..pastuh lepak lagi..tak mandi plak tu.Moon pon sama.patuh lepak lagi malas-malas kat bilik zaini..pastuh main game ehem-ehem Zaini sebab Farah suroh sebab dia tak tengok ending game tu lagik..huhuh.oder kat Wani Tom Yam Vege. sbb dia nak gi kat Kubo (bukan nak menurun atopon nak gi mintak nombo ekor..tapi kubo tu nama tempat makan..depan tempat tu ade kubo lama..mebbe sbb tu dewang panggil Kubo kot??yeke??)

Half way main game..Moon berkira-kira ajak Akak ngan Kak Anis tengok Cd. Botak msg tanyer tengah buat ape..sebab dia pon boring gak..tiba2 dah ade depan pintu..pastuh..lepak lagi..malas2 ..dengar derang gossipping gossip yang Hot lagi flaming.Sronok dengar gossip..lupe nak mandi..akak panggil naik tgk cd kat bilik kat anis..botak pon ikot skali..naik ramai..pastuh jerit2 ..takot2 tgk citer hantu tu..pastuh abes tu lepak-lepak gi..Zaini call cakap Tom Yam dah sampai..tapi malas lak nak makan lagi..pastuh, tgk videoClips kak anis yang mempunyai kebarangkalian untuk diculik untuk di burn ke dalam cd.pastuh teringat nak mandi..turun mandi.pastuh makan Tomyam.pastuh kenyang ...teros tido..

jam 1:45 pagi

tido dengan nyenyak..

so..tak siap laa keje saya tu..saya pon bangun laa pagi2 tadi buat keje tu..tapi tah mcm mana saya dah amik masa lama sgt nak abeskan seme tu..sbb soklan dia byk.sepatutnya saya buat ass. tu in group ..tapi sbb bz midterm..kite decide buat individual je lah...pastuh dah takterabes buat sensorang..call Bro. Nizam

jijie : sir , sir ade kat opis lagi ke??
Sir : ade
jijie: bole antar lambat kul 5 tak?
Sir : saya tunggu untill 4 O'clock je.
jijie : ala..kalo antar lambat??
Sir: tak yah antar teros..
Jijie: ala..oklah ..oklah..pukul 4.

by the time call tuh pun dah pukul 3:20 ptg got another 2 question left..dah la panjang lak tu..tiba2 idea dtg...call Sheehan..tak dapat..ishh..sambung balik buat keje..sampai kul 3:45 ptg..alamak..antar je lah mana yang siap..hush hush..kuar gi antar..tak sempat nak pakai kasut ..saya sarung je flip flop..pastuh saya jalan laju2 ..sampai kat cafe econs tu tiba2 je ternampak muka S..alamak..abes ar canihh..nampak gue pakai selper jamban..isk..mampos ahh..bukan ko yg kasik aku marks pon..so dengan confident nye saya berjalan di depan S dan rakan2 caucasian nya yang lain ..tiba2 ..selipar saya terbang akibat kelajuan telah melebihi kemampuan selapr jambat tersebut lalu terhumban 1/2 meter di hadapan S dan rakan-rakan.*bllush blush* pastuh saya pon buat2 laa muke cam bagos..gi amik balik selipar saya..mase tu seb baik tak ramai orang ..ade gak laa beberapa orang dewasa yang lain yg nampak gak..pastuh tah ape agak nye dalam kepala otak dia , tiba2 nak tolong kasik selipar saya..pastuh saya amik ..then saya nampak dia 1/2 saying somethins..tapi saya teros turned away..sbb saya berasa sangat malu dah screw gile and saya pon lambat..so saya sambong balik jal;an..kat mana pulak bilik dia ni..saya pon belasah je laa naik 2nd floor..pastuh nampak Naseemah ( eh ade lagik dia ni rupenyer) pastuh naseemah tunjuk jalan..pastuh saya pon carik..pastuh saya pon jumpe ..pastuh saya antar laa..pastuh saya cakap kat dia Sheehan tu groupmate saya ..tadi Sheehan dah antar portion dia..skang ni portion saya..Sir cakap..ok jer..pastuh tuh ade orang masok kasik hadiah kat Sir..eh??pehal lak hadiah2 pepetang buta ni??pastuh saya pon curik2 laa dengar sambil mencarik Portion Sheehan nak combined together.Oo...buyk cam Sir ni nak kawen jer..hmm..pastuh saya pon balik..call Sheehan cakap saya tak dapat nak abeskan second and #rd Q. tu..Sheehan cakap takpe ..bole taruk nama saya sekali..saya pon lega..tapi byk lagi keje saya ..so saya nak gi buat sekarang.bye!

2006-01-19T14:52:00.000+08:00

ehem ehem..

*today jijie is feeling sort of speechless..* excuse her people.

2006-01-17T13:02:00.000+08:00

ha-ha...

jijie is currently tired and exusted

i just finished my 3 midterm test for today..non stop from 8:30 am till 1:00 pm. im dead.i got this well mixtured of various kind of information ..

NATO got mixed up with God's revelation and Gabriel was the transmitter to The Prophets and actually Implano methods is my pick for the couple A as it is the most suitable for those want to have contraception more than 5 years , but somehow it is still costly therefore and , the revelation was reveled gradually to suit the peoples condition as they were delayed for a long period of time to received another revelation from God , Somehow, The General Assembly has the authority in 24 hours to make a decision after it has been Vetoed by the Big 5 (France , Soviet Union , Briatain , China , US) and therefore a need to practice the contraception must not violate the Shariah as it is not to curb the Poverty as had widely acknowladged by many married couples.blablabla....

i got another 2 midterm tommorow..and a lengthy take home exercise. Adios!

2006-01-15T11:54:00.000+08:00

saya sangat marah dengan sorang ni..tapi disebab kan saya ni masih waras lagi..saya akan bersabar dan lupakan saja..walaupon saket hati...saya kene positive sebab taon ni kan saya dah masok 23 taon..so saya kene berkelakuan seperti seorang dewasa..mcm mak saya pesan.

jijie dont keep dendam ( cuz she dont want to have wrinkles b4 the time)
jijie will not do anything that will harm herself or others
jijie must stay calm
jijie can cry whenever she wants too
jijie should'nt feel sad cuz the person is not worth for jijie to feel sad for

itu sahaja.bye bye

eh..sblom tuu..mari kita berteka-teki..

anna abadi belajar menari,

tari diajar oleh pak harun,

kalau tuan bijak bestari,

apa yg naik tak pernah turun?

(sumber : nurin pantry)

moon: last nite ade orang tu jawab Harga Tanah after consulted by Zaini

by the time dia tengah study Land.huhuuh.

2006-01-08T05:15:00.000+08:00

heya.. its 5:16 in the morning..and im here blogging.well..hehe..my day started pretty well today.Not just that , i really enjoyed the day out with the girls.Not so much , it was hilarious..heheh. actually..we went to PetroScience at KLCC. i tell you whut..dont wait until you have kids and your kids had went to a school trip to Petro Science before you ..cuz that will be such an ambarresment.It is full with knowledge and experience, especially if u learn Physics in school..u can see many things (experiment) that u had done during school time.similar laa..not exactly the same..i cannot remember all but course there's some that really excite me..

one that i 1/2 try the one which needed you to lay on needles..(i've done it , just as-seen-on-tv , even it was a 1/2 try)
Halicopter ride
those 3D stuff (i.e tongkat sakti - the one yg konon2 digunakan oleh evil to sabotage Patroleum)
cute volunteers ..hee *wink*

banyak lagi laa..it was fun..serious..hehe..then we went to watch Baik Punya Cilok plak..kat TGV.this was pon serious..klakar nak mampos.I luffed till my stomach hurt.heh!I dont have the ability to comment or giving reviews on movies i watched..so i can only reccomended the one which i favours the most.So i say..Baik Punya Cilok is highly reccomended for those who love simple but humor-like-dying kind of movie.hehe..

btw..i went back home about 5 PM and then hush hush..packing my stuff.Then went home cuz Nina is actually in town and planned to pick me up,So instead of taking bus at 9 am tomorrow..i take a ride home with nina.We went to genting on the way back to Ipoh( i dunno much..but they took jalan to Batang Kali then suddenly i wokeup..im already in Ipoh..hehe..)

see..it a Big day for me...i am 100% today..thats why i feel so hard to let gothe night now..its approching 6 am..i shud be ready to bed now..im goingback to KK next morning.Till then..tata

2006-01-05T13:10:00.000+08:00

hye..hehe..got this survey on frendster..posted by Ishqi..lets try..

wuts ur name??
jijie

ur age??
22 goin on 23

do u hv a bf/gf?
i wish for

r u in luv??
always

wut r u listening to??
some jiwang song dunno the title..

wut brand of shampoo r u using??
Dove delicate shampoo for extra moisturaising

do u use conditioner??how often??
yes..everytime i used the shampoo together with the conditioner

wut brand of body wash r u using??
Shokubutsu Orange

facial wash??
Avene

lipstik or lipgloss?
lipbalm

r u a rule breaker?
im a soulbreak winner

do u break rules??
rules are made to be break duh..

do u sleep with a stuffed animal??
ermm..yeah..my harmless pooh bear

do u easily cry??
try me

wut do u do b4 u sleep??
take my pills and a glass of milk

wut is d color of ur phone??
white with some yellow and black

where do u n frens usually hang after school??
warong lembah

where is ur 1st destination after school??
warong lembah

where do u always b during reccess period??
canteen

wut r u listening now??
lab attendance babling

wut r u goin 2 do after finishing this survey??
makan

after that??
tido

after that??
donno

after that??
ibid.

the last movie you watched?
kung fu hastle last saturday with Usop Bai

1.the last movie you watched?
ibid.

2. the last tv show you watched?
Hikmah

3.the last song you heard?
Shania Twain - From This Moment

4. the last thing you bought?
Lunch

5. the last place you went
LT 11.5 IRK

6. the last food you ate?
Nasi Goreng

7. the last thing you heard from your parents?
kamu balik tak Raye ahi nih??dgn sape??naik ape???

8. the last thing you said to your parents?
Tak tau gi

9.the last thing you said to one of your friends?
weh..

10. the last thing you read?
Revelation

Who was:
1. the last person you called?
moon ...Correction..misscalled

2. the last person who called you?
My sister

3. the last person who said good night last night?
no body

4. the last person who said I love you??
AP

5.the last person who gave you a testimonial?
zul and Leen ...sangat setuju ngan Ishqi

6. the last person who messaged you..
Leen

7.the last person you hugged??
AP

8. the last person you saw on tv?
Ally Iskandar

Do you:
1.believe that love is forever?
it is actually Ultimate

2. get hurt by people easily?
depends

3. believe that all people are generally good at heart?
F*** off ..

4. sing in the shower?
sometimes

5. like to splash puddles when it rains???
i just sleep..

6.notice when people have pretty eyes?
never

7. tend not to worry, even when you know something bad is about to happen?
how can that be..sometimes i does..=P

1. Can you be anyone you want to be?
jijie is jijie..but i dont deny the influences around me

2. Do mean people make you sad??
why the hell i care??

3. Does ice cream make you happy?
its money spending

4. If you see a cute boy walk down the street, do u tell him, he's cute??
no way!!

5. Have you ever cried at a movie?
i cried becoz i luffed too much

7. Are you a happy person???
moody

8. Is it okay to cut off Barbie's hair???
the other hair too pls..ade kee??

9. Have you ever laughed so hard your stomach hurt??
slalu gaks tuu

11. Are you slightly lazy?
yes i am

12. If you have twenty dollars, are you rich?
yes..boz im broke.

thank u for spending ur tyme on doing dis survey.....

2006-01-03T13:42:00.000+08:00

hahahaha...
wud am i laughing at nih??nothing laa..just rase a lil bit klakar. btw..here's wud happend to me this morning..

7:00 am
bangun pagi..snooze the clock once and then once again and then once again ..until 7:30 am. then go to mandi..then made my self hot Anlene Hi-Calcium with choc. flavor. yum yum..

8:10 am

well dressed dah and ready to rumble (huh?) .. then go to cafe for breakfast..well i dont mind for not taking my breakfast but this perot is so mengada-ngada coz it gonna make crounching sounds that really loud and i will feel uncomfortable and ambarrased =p

8:25 am

reached IRK building..find my favourate sit at the front next to the door..then no body's around..then thought i was early..then sit some more..then 8:40 am already..still nobody..then came this god's servant ..then cakap the class is actually at the Main Audi level 2 at the libarary..then..aiyahhh..how come i dunno??oo..yeah..i ponteng the other class lor..last week for two times.hihi.

8:55 am

at the main audi , step in..isk..so dark..no lecturer..cuz she need to attend her kids for their first day at school.cool!! i thought..but , she gave us a task..do report based on Talk Presentation on Family Planning. so boring..then i just sit there relax ..enjoy the cool ..dark ..comfy chair ..and of course..sleepy.TETAPI..tiba2 suasana menjadi gamat seketika..then suddenly woke up by the gamat sounds..look at the screen..owhhh..gambar penis rupenye..no wonder they seems really exited watching the talk..i.e me huhuhu.not bad i thought.

9:55 am

hush hush to IO class at HS building.met Majda in front of the libarary..she looks weird when i saw her struggling connecting her new-shoe-lace , seems like the shoe is killing her..but i said something else..i said..it looks perfect on her feet.And she ask for coffee anther day cuz she wanted to promote the shoe which is in catalogue..hmm..then i suddenly remember my resolution for this year..dont spend too much on unnecessary this..ok..!!i'll stick to it!! resolution number #19 no calls allowed for majdah..no majda..not this time..im not gonna let u seduced me with the RM20 shoe u got there....na'a!!
..still early..lecturer came a lil bit late.boring lecture as usual..UN this UN that..Vietnam War that ..Iraq War this..blablabla..and she always mentioned that we need to read and must have a good command of the choronicles of world development..history laa tu.the class has agreed unanimously to have midterm on 17th January 2005 ..i'm ok with that too i guess..need to find the suitable book for me lah..if not..im not gonna read it..

11:25 am

struggle for Revelation class in IRK. so tired..perot oredi making its horror sounds..keep on drinking my water..damn!!!another midterm on 17th Jan. damn!!damn!!..not unanimously agreed by all..but some corkyhead yg macam bagos..tak bole consider orang lain..benci nyer..boring..classes over..yay!!

12:45 pm

text Moon asked for lunch at Babush..nyummy...met Udd ..hehe..Udd gave the Dermatologist address..hold on..not add. a map..cuz she didnt remeber the add. ciss..makan makan..walking past the bazaar (eh..tiba2 je?) oo..must be because of Loan dah kuar now..hmm..bijak btol nak cekik la tis ppl.what so funny is that..whenever the loans dah keluar..they(the admin.) will advice students not to spend so much but then..kasik bazaar bukak banyak2 during loans keluar buat ape?? and the price for items sells there is not murah at all..very expensive i can tell..so..in conclusion ..the University is actually making a huge profit for renting stalls and place for berniaga ni..u people always sucks!!

went to the bookstore..welcomed by this two ugly Ah so. no book for me..cuz she said no publisher stated in the course outline..eh..u dont have database to find the book ke??type the author name laa..the book title also there??just look at my course outline with a glance like that you think you can find it ke ah Ah so??asal bodoh sangat nii??bukak kedai ubat gi bagos ahh!

balik omah...

2005-12-31T22:00:00.000+08:00

hello..new is about to begin in about 3 hours from now..skang jam dah kul 10:02 pm.so..erm.. i want to recap all 2005 .
hmm..where shud i start?? ok ..well..i start with..i dont know..hmmmm...i'm speechless..wow..haha..ok..i can say 2005 is marvellous...happening ( both of my sis married in this year) , weird , horror , sad..tears..happy..laughter..every kind of feelings in one bucket. rase cepat sangat mase berlalu..chewah!! but yes..true..next year dah nak masok 23 tahon umor saye. Tapi tak rase cam grownups lansung..ish..ishh..alaa..biar laa tu taon 2005..in next few hours ni..i'll make sure i get some new resolution laa...ape ekk??

nak lose weight
tanak makan byk2 see resolution no. #1
nak blaja rajin-rajin
tanak ponteng kelas
tanak shopping melebihi kemampuan..
tanak jadik hamba berhutang
tanak tinggal semayang
ganti pose
nak start savings kat bank
nak selalu gi libary..at least sekali seminggu
nak miscall mama selalu..so nanti dia call balik
tanak hold kerje
nak behave
nak jadik sopan dan ayu
nak gi swimming ngan Liyana
nak gi FRIM
nak kemas bilik selalu
ermm..ape lagik..tak ingat dahh...nanti laa..

saye tanak ingat dah yg sedeh2 in 2005..nak happy2 lak celebrate new year.. those who suck..go on sucking ur own life...i want to be good.. hehe..so erm..btw..the new skin is also means something to me laa..cuz this gonna be new year kan..so..skin must be new laa..

ermm..so ok laa..hehe.. wanna wish everyone a VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006!!!!!! mwahx1000 (backup with firecrackers cracking all over the place !!!)

yay!! yay !!! bye bye 2005 !!!! huhuhu *jumping jumping*

2005-12-29T13:17:00.000+08:00

heheheheh...im losing so much. gile loser..today i realized tat i'm lacking of general knowledge.budus tol..what was the question tadi eh?? mm..yes..

what is AMM and SOM stands for?.
Why ASEAN heads of states reject China's request to hold EAS in Beijing?
Name the countries within the ASEAN+1, Asean +3
What is TAC stands for?
Whose the President of Russia?
Which country proposed for East Asian Economic Caucus?
Who is the ASEAN Secretary General?
Which countries lies under ASEAN' six?
Explain briefly the Growing Sino- Japanese antagonism.
Why did the US Secratary of State Condoleezza Rice's decision to skip this year's ARF was considered as a mistake?
Explain according to your understanding ; ASEAN Badwagon or Balancing.

till 23..

i only manage to answer those question...the rest..i couldnt even rememer wud was the question.actually..our lecturer exchange our papers with the other section..and i thought tis will be a big embarresment if the person see how stupid i am.asal tak exchange within class je??=P tak kisah..skati laa..

know wud..some ppl afraid to let others know wud is actually in their mind and wud actions has been taken towards it. which they usually wrote it .Ironically..wud shud afraid of left abondent.bukan sepatut nyer ppl shud afraid for wud that is hidden in their mind rather than things that had been said ke??

Me..my hidden thought is evil..wont let u read it.=P

want to find something blink blink for my beg...hehe..dada

2005-12-27T14:21:00.002+08:00

im so busy lately. with those trafficking assignments , quizzes, weekly test and so on...nevermind! i shall take it as a challenge. huhuh. im in searching for expert on EAS (East Asian Summit ) for IO quiz on thursday. Then need to meet my group tommorrow for Revelation's assignment as well as the presentation. The books that we need is not avaiable in the libary , on loan , then need to wait laa..ciss!

i went back to meet mom and dad in bukit jalil..no ..they came over and pick me up.heheh.i took the chance to send my pc back to Abang Man so he can fix it. i miss mom and dad oredi.

btw..new year is around the corner..huh..so fast..ish..so many to do..yet so little time..yet so malas oso..yet tido banyak still..yet berangan so many..yet ..getting ...blablabla... =P miss my boyfie ....

aiyahhh...i'm tired.Need to continue my research..adios..~

2005-12-22T11:56:00.000+08:00

saya rasa hari ni saya ok jer.. tak de ketidakpuasan hati so far. Esok saya akan pulang ke Bukit Jalil kerana ibubapa saya akan datang ke sana dan membawa stock-stock yang menjilat jari..di samping itu juga..boleh lah saya dapat duit belanja.sebab sekarang duit saya dah sikit sangat.Lagipun..memandangkan sekarang ini pusat-pusat membeli-belah rancak mengadakan jualan murah , mesti mak saya tidak akan melepaskan peluang shop-till-ur-jaw-drop ..huhu..bole la saya tumpang sekali.harap-harap la.
saya ada banyak esemen nak kene buat.. =P.kene plan bebetol ...if not nanti saya gunakan masa buat esemen untuk tido.ish..ish..hmm..boring dah..takde ape-ape sangat nak cerita.

p/s : dia dah balik ke??*sign*

2005-12-20T13:22:00.000+08:00

Dear me

i'm so sick rite know ..not only that i'm physically is sick(flu + cough)..mentally as well.Last nite was horrible..i was doing some studies for todays test ..it was IO test..o yeah..in case u dont know ..IO stands for International Organization (sucks!!).it was harder than i thought. i didnt sleep in my room last nite coz .. the two roomates was having somekind of ritual that they have everynite (almost) ..that some other roomate's roomate will come and sit for few hours ..usually at nite ..and making strange noise i.e gossiping, bitchy laugh , cooking till u cundnt sleep. And this morning ..one said sorry and will be more concern next time..ye la tuh..kapale hatok dia berjambol!!entah-entah kantoi .. hari ni punyer paper ..mmg aku sumpah ko tujuh keturunan tak grad-grad!!bising macam monyet..sensiang tak bley bercakap ke??tau plak ko nak tido nak senyap-senyap!sial!!!!

Ookeh..enough..hehe..Aida texted just now said Mom is coming to KL this weekend..yay!!Money!!so i can eat wud i want now till mom give some more lah..lalalallalala..~~~

jijie

lalalla

2005-12-13T14:52:00.000+08:00

hurmm..hye..

i cant write things in a long parragraph cuz it's gonna be a big mess then..but i'll rite it on a longgg list ..huhuhu =P

aida been submitted to Pantai Medical Hospital caused by Tyroid. she was sent on last friday and will be released tommorow , insyaallah. Mom and Dad came on the day she was admitted and they were shocked. Dad went back on Sunday coz he need to work on Monday..mom stayed cuz school is still on their holidays.
My pimples getting worsen. i need some treatment which caused me a lot i guess.Nevermind..i'll think bout it later.
Money..the most need of everyone..i need more actually..to spend on books,foods , and of cos..X'mas Sale ..nyeh..nyeh..nyeh..
So many holidays this semester..i can say i like it and at the same time its harden things more.
i lost my frends previous semester notes..need to find excuse or just lie to them??lie is more difficult than telling the truth.believe me..i've been through it many times..eh..yeke??..jijie kuat menipu eh!!bad jijie ..bad liar!!! u Bad ..!!
The 1st week of class was no good so much cuz pile of work already granted.tak kasik can lansung..!!
Tonite is the nite of symphony gendang wudsover..surely not gonna miss it!!!if only we can do dancing here..-sign-
Moon demam..pitty Moon..its ok..u just stay kat bilik..and let us enjoy the nite for u ehh!! i love yewww..!!
ok lah..setakat ini sahaja buat kali ini..jumpa lagi..!!

jijie

SaYa SuDah PuLanG

2005-12-06T12:35:00.000+08:00

salaam...
i'm back..hehe. so obviously..this is a late entry..i've been so lazy to update. Generally..i'm happy..and im not gonna say the other part are not happy.. but i've sometimes experience this mixed feelings and i dont really like it. I need somewer , someone , someplace , something to ..erm..err...hmm..huh??..ntah.

-sensor-

-sensor-

jijie..blaja rajin2 eh..jgn fail2 eh..kalo fail pon tak pe...bole repeat..=P huhuhu..

salam Dunia

2005-10-17T12:11:00.000+08:00

Salam Dunia oleh M Nasir

Suara tangis yang kau dengar
Memecah hari kudus ini
Adalah aku
Mengenang pemilikmu

Kita pohon kemenangan
Meroboh kota keakuan
Ini saatnya
Yang kunanti-nanti

Mereka yang dilanda derita
Redhalah harimu kan tiba
Cahaya kekasih yang benar
Menghapus segala api kemarahan

Salam dunia
Salam semua
Salam Hari Raya
Bersinar akhirnya
Salam dunia
Salam semua
Salam Hari Raya
Bersinar akhirnya

Inilah hari kita
Tiada lagi rasa ketakutan

lazy

2005-10-13T14:30:00.000+08:00

salaam..

i didnt turnd up to class this morning which means i didnt do my 2nd midterm.i didnt sleep last nite for the paper but nothing seems to get into my head..my head was ignoring all the inputs.so i decided not to sit for the paper and went to the clinic to get the timeslip(MC's is possible to get from the clinic..kedekut!) then went to my Ethics class ..and suddenly my mood turns OK. i like todays presentation from the sisters. the first pre. was about Homosexual and the second is about Prostituition.so many things to say but i just lost my words ..guess nanti la when i found things tat i want to say ..i'll say it then. i feel a bit guilt coz i didnt do my midterm..abah and mama will be very disappointed with me if they know bout this..yes of course they wont know..na'a!!sorry abah mama.i cant always decide anything good sometimes i need to do otherwise. i'll be fine with it..and i'm sure i will.coz this is me.this is how i choose to be or to do , give me some space and time to correct all the mischives and i will thank you for ur understanding.till then..later.

yay!kasOt Raye!!

2005-10-12T12:20:00.000+08:00

salaam.
hye..hurmm..guess wud?? i got my kasut raya oredi...hehehhe and she's gourgeous..hurmm..=P tak sabar nak raye dah ni..tapi baru dua ari je posa.nyeh nyeh nyeh..

owh yeah..this morning Kak anis gave me a wakeup call..bangun gak sahur then ajak gi amik nasi n lauk kat Abg Farol (the one i never met but often heard of) heheh.U know wud..abg Farol was sooOo sweet.Sib bek akak dah warning that abg Farol mmg sweet and nice with everyone ..so ok laa.tadek hal.but other consideration..he's cute tho!and yet weired.tapi dapat makan nasi Free..talk bout nasi teringat kat kampong.. =( tadi morning tu kire 1st time dapat makan nasi for Sahur..sedeh nyer.if not makan roti or maggie mee je.btw..i have something to let OUT...its about a guy i dont really know..dia ni acam bagos..dia ingat dia bagos tapi haram tak bagos pon..ape jer yang dia rase bagos sgt pon tak tau laa..tapi mmg gile tak bagos.ape??dia ingat dia sorang je bley perasan bagos?kalau bagos sangat then..y bother dengan orang yg tak bagos??ape masalah budak tak bagos langsung ni sebenarnye eh?? *eye rolls*

haishh..cool..jijie cool..ni kan bulan posa..biar jer laa ia terjun dgn labu2 nyer.

ok..i feel a lot better for the Labu now.hehehe..till then..i'm in a BIG trouble to missed my PA quiz last tuesday..need to think some REAL excuse..how lah??=P

malas

2005-10-10T10:00:00.000+08:00

malas..saket perot. layter.

the Rain is OutSide

2005-10-07T14:30:00.000+08:00

salaam..

today is errmm.. 2nd day of Ramadhan., but unfortunately..i havent started anything yet so far.Give me two to 3 days more please..tq.

well here i am. Stucked in this lab cuz its raining outside and i just finished my CCLS [Parenting and Family Management] and today is our last class meeting..means no more CCLS on Friday . yay!

i feel so bored while at the same time i'm having a pile of shitloads. huhuuh .how's that?? well..while ppl around me got other things to do like having a meeting , discussions , trip and all that..and i just dont. haishhh...how sucks?? hurmm..i'll get myself into those next semester.Promise.nyeheheeh.. i feel like singing at this moment ..tapi takkan laa sebab kat sekarang dalam lab nanti orang marah..even this lab is meant for Sisters. hurmm.but anyway...since i cant sing , so why dont i just bable around.heheh.
lalalalala~~
i have this plan on Sunday , going to Aida's house with Moon at Bukit Jalil. hehee..and asked her to take us to Midvalley and she said ..OK! so ..i feel kindda happy laa jugak cuz i have this possibility to get my new Kasut Raya .hehehe. uhhh..cant wait..cant wait..!! wud else..oww..yeah..i just realized that most of my frends now are in some serious relationship.heh..well..thats normal. Proudly to Say..I {Nur DzaLilaH Bt MoHaMED ZaMaRy} am HappY FoR aLL oF You Who'S GeTTiNg IntO Some SerIous RealTionship Or EvEn MoRe ThaN That (i dunno wud to call that but normally its known as -MARRIAGE) =P tehehe. May The LoVe wiLL LAsT FoReVeR and EvEr in HeRe and HErEaFtEr.Amen~

MooN is here..so need to go for some refreshment ..heheh. =P i mean this place is soOOo cold and i need some warmer place to stable my body cuz i cundt use my finger to type SMS on my mobilephone.ok..so see ya On Monday perhaps.tata.

2005-10-06T11:01:00.000+08:00

Personal Rules:

[1] You are better than you think, you're just used to underestimating yourself.

[2] When you feel like criticizing yourself, or comparing yourself to another, recognize the urge, and turn to God. Such thoughts lead to fear, anger, hatred, and self destruction, and destruction of those around you.

[3] I will practice good decision making and judgment, assertiveness, tact, and confidence. Well paced, loud voice. Direct eye contact. Know what you want and how to ask for it.
[4] i dont give a damn care anymore for those who dont give a damn care for me (there's no rationale behind it)

Now, as grateful as I am for people who care about me, I get a little frustrated by what's been going on lately. Why the hell do people think I should stay on my politics and IRKs (but the least of it i like this one) and not give myself a chance? I'd rather have a few more downer days and know I got through it than have a terrific week and credit it to you-know-who. Why should I be purged of demons? I don't see any, do you? Why should I leave school? Let school kick me out if they want me out.

Perhaps I should commission a new rule for myself - and maybe it'll be good for people to hear this when I get a chance -

4) God speaks through others, but at times others speak as if they're God. Know the difference?? boohiss

sabar jijie ..sabar... big thanks to this holy Motnth of Ramadhan..till then later.

//this is an effort of the writer herself to make herself feel better//

huh?

2005-10-05T09:02:00.000+08:00

likey : takde class

no likey : air-cond ITD yang sejuk tahap membunuh.

heeheh..

seLamat BePuasa!

2005-10-04T10:21:00.000+08:00

salaam..

i'm kindda exited coz tommorrow will be our first day of Ramadhan. mom call last nite .. she was worried bout my Arabic papers coz Aida told her that i was about to fail the paper ( i text-ed her on her mobile told her that i screwed my paper and didnt know my mom was actually next to her coz they went out together for dinner or something , well shudnt she supposed to meet her mother-in-law??? wudtheheck was she doing back home with mom??) then i told mom..i didnt failed my paper cuz it was a technical mistakes by the lecturers and they kindda help me with some consideration. So..proudly to say..i not gonna fail ..insyaallah laa.heeheh..so tak jadik la nak sue the other Lecturer cuz i thought he was in favour with the other section. =P

i'm not sure wudsoever changes that Frendster.com has done so far ..but its kindda annoying to me. Especially , the new profilehistory stuff ( the one that will provide you with who's-viewing-me-gottchaa!!! ) =P. but somehow..i know who's viewing me now. hurmm..some mysterious person. heehee.

well..i guess thats all..i need to rush and finish all my shitloads before the due. tata

salaam Ramadhan..

=/

2005-09-27T15:59:00.000+08:00

sometimes i feel somekind of hurmm..how to say..camana nak cakap?? maybe i feel something that only me myself know how it feels. something that you lost it when you try so hard to put it into words. benci nye..saye tak suke rase mcm ni.to you the one who made is up..who caused this to me..thank you very much.

well..i'm ok still..i will be ok..screw you who made tis things up.

the most sucking hollywood wedding

2005-09-27T11:14:00.000+08:00

ewwww..... Demi Moore is now offically married to my babylicious Ashton Kutcher. btw...is there gonna be a baby in between?? heh!

i want my Pencil case back..

2005-09-26T09:17:00.000+08:00

salaam..
semalam was horrible..my computer a.k.a my baby broke down yesterday afternoon.Cane ley jadik mcm ni?? camnih..semalam i was watching this cds Zaini bought back ( a full box of cds mind u!) then i was exited laa cuz it was my weekend and i just stayed in my room and dont do much study and relax and..watching cds laa..then after finished watching a movie (ni sort of cd's marathon laa) i continue to watch another cd :Johnny English cuz i thought this movie will gonna be fun , then when i put in the cd in the cd drive suddently it sounded like something stucking , almost die and broke like "ckerkk" like that...so i thought whud the heck??this isnt sound familiar ok fine with me so i just switch off the plug cuz i was panic and dont know wud to do..then i switch it on then it refused to eject and i tried and tried and tried..i korek-korek the thing until i saw the cd been cds. ..holy shit..it broke to pieces..like something had crunched it down. so i tried so hard and even put my baby up side down so she can puke all the pieces out. So she did..and i feel a bit of relief..but it wasnt that long..then suddenly they cut down the electricity..so i need to wait for about 3 hours to check my baby. Then after 3 hours ..(i fell asleep while waiting) i woke up and teros switch on my baby then i was terrified the cd drive didnt stop ejecting in and out..like couples of time..and i cudnt get to the programme. i was really realy sad and text my sis, kak azma and kak anis asking them wud to do..then kak azma came down to my room and do some checking and she said the problem is with the my baby cd hardware. so..ok then i thought if i can just disconnected the thing from the computer..so bole ke camtu??then my sis told me that would need a professional and she believed that i cudnt do that by myself. then Kak anis replay my text and she came down to my room afterward as she gets back from Tanjung Malim..and she did some checking..and the resault is still the same..she told me to get Banag Faris to do it for me..if orang lain takut kene tipu or anything like that..so then kak azma said abang faris is kind busy at the moment so do his friends..maybe this weekend kot..so i thought ok laa rather than tak hantar lansung..btw..i'm having shitloads to be done..and now my baby is not working so i need to do thing really carefully means i need to wright this down 1st then go to the lab and do the typing..or use Moon's notebook..either one..so..my problem solved here then..jijie dont need to be angry or anymore ..jijie is a good girl ..jijie can finish her shitloads within the time given.

owh yeah..i just went to check my pencil case i left in LT Law last friday..and sad..sad..sad..it wasnt there anymore..and my pencil case got loads of unink-ed pen hahahaha... boohiss u stupid robber..trying to rob this junkie lover..hahahhaha... tapi .. =( kat dalam kotak pencil tu ade mama punyer machenical pencil dia kasik mase nak STPM dulu..now i feel regret for being careless..mama sorry..didnt mean to lost it. It wasnt my fault kan?? but i love the pencil soOOooooOOoo much cuz my mom rarely give me something like really charm ...well..for me its sort of good luck charm laa sbb dia kasik time nak exam and she was like baru bukak the pencil she got for her teacher's day kot..cam tu lah lebey kurang.hurmm..i need to ask her another one.. till then later.

wud a BorinG Day

2005-09-24T17:05:00.000+08:00

salaam.

Its soOOo great if i were born to be a die-hardworking person which i happend to be on the other way.hehe. i just get back from my Arabic class. My tutor didnt turned up but he asked his friend to take his place.So i'm a bit ok with it now..heh..yeke?will see how much i wll get on my 2nd midterm. hahah. i still cudnt able to get rid of my pimples. Sign. the scariest thing i ever think of before was if my skin ever grow pimples more than a serious. i hate to look at my face on the mirror.macam monster. i felt regret oz i didnt took it seriously when it stated to grew one or two tiny dotsies on my face. its getting better..i think? but i wish i can get my skin back. :( it will take sometime..yes..all i need to do is wait and try harder to make it better kan??

hot hot heat

2005-09-19T13:28:00.000+08:00

salaam ...hye.
it has been quite sometime i didnt blog anything.i dunno y i even bother to write my thoughts in a public, internet diary. as if anyone would bother reading it. pfft. anyway..who cares ?? phbttt =P

But anyhoo...from now on going to use "Kisah Klasik" for my formal site. Xanga will be the saje-saje site then.hehehhe.

lets do some recap nak??

Friday , 16 September 2005.

went to class as usual and of course including the Family management and Parenting which happend to SoOoOo boring. The thing was all interesting to learn about just the way she teaches us made it sooo lame and dull and pathetic and sleepy and toothache and stomachache and wuds not..u just name it. After class we went to our room and guess wud??sleep laaaaa..heheheh till 5 pm and wake up hush hush took the bus went to LRT and *poof* we'r at Wangsa Maju. =P . Do some shopping la konon nyer..and i got this very economic list of things i need to buy. But unfortunately , as usual..the list goes in the bin. But before that we had stucked at the Tourism booth at the ground floor, and i dont know whut actually happend to us cuz we were so dumb to stand still listening to the crappy thing from the promoter.poor me and Moon.sebab dah malu nak chou dari tempat tu and for that stupidness of us melayang lah RM60 for a travel card which are not ours yet untill we pay another RM51 if we want to use their service. Gila complicated terms dia.cakap pon simpul-simpul.mula2 cakap camlain later cakap cam lain.OoO!!mementang aku pompouan ske-sketi ko jer nak tipu ek!!! So thats all wud happend to us on Friday.

Saturday 17 September 2005

Boring still. Qassim ( the only frend that can be consider as frend) called ask if we want to go out chillin' with him. So we did..but no idea wer to go..then we decided to just lepak at his apartment somewer in Sri Gombak. i felt tempted looking at the swimming pool at his apartment.tapi tak bawak baju.Then we just lepak laa..before that i was hogging his sofa , and before that i was hogging his remote control for astro..and before that i was hogging his internet and berore that i was hogging the refrigater. It was fun hanging around with him sometimes..he can tell good jokes as well. he showed me this hot n new stuff of his a potrait of a half naked chic cortesy of his frend. looks cool tho and tats not a lie.hehe. after a while we decided to go home and he went to Cherating arterwards kot. he even said that we just dont need the card to go for travel..and i felt a slightly guilt over it..humphh..tats all..see nothing much happend.

Salaam MerDeka Malaysia

2005-08-31T12:53:00.000+08:00

salaam..

//this is an effort of the writer to write this entry in Bahasa Melayu.Please forgive the writer's lacking of expert in writing in Bahasa Melayu//

Salaam MerdeKa to all of You!
i'm 100% sure that we still can feel the heat even after last nite celebration.

Semua Rakyat Malaysia tidak kira rupa,warna,usia,darjat dan sebagainya sejak lebih dari sebulan yang lalu menanti tarikh keramat ini, 31 Ogos untuk menyambut Hari Merdeka. Jalur Gemilang begitu gah sekali berkibar lebih daripada hari-hari biasanya.Sebagai salah seorang daripada Raykat Malaysia, saya tidak ketinggalan mennyambut Hari Kemerdekaan semalam.Kemeriahannya telah dirasakan apabila sejak sebulan yang lalu bila ramai diantara kita yang mula menggantung,mengecat bendera dan mengibarkan bendera malaysia.Merdeka membawa erti yang pelbagai jika diselami dari pelbagai perspektif.Merdeka itu membawa erti yang begitu luas dan setiap daripada maksud tersebut memberi makna yang amat sukar untuk diungkapkan dengan kata-kata dalam erti kata lain, hanya yang telah dimerdekakan sahaja yang dapat merasai apa itu Merdekat.Jadi, tak perlulah dihuraikan dengan lebih lanjut tentang erti sebuah keMerdekaan kerana kita semua dapat merasainya dengan pelbagai rasa dari pelbagai citarasa.Akhir sekali, sambutlah Salaam Merdeka daripada seorang Rakyat Malaysia yang Merdeka dan yang akan diMerdekakan.

merdeka , merdeka , merdeka....

saya : ada banyak lagi perkara yang perlu dimerdekakan.

perSonAliTy TesT

2005-08-25T13:06:00.000+08:00

hehehe.. i went over a personality test i got from one of Popular Network Searches in my own friendster account.heheheh..see wud it has to say bout my personality.

You're an INTP
INTP
You're on a quest for logical purity...you're motivated to examine universal truths and principles...always asking "Why?" and "Why not?"...can focus with great intensity on your interests...you appreciate elegance and efficiency in thought processes and demand it in your communication...
You might appear low key in appearance and approach, you're hard as nails when challenging a truth...you don't like to deal with the obvious...at your best when developing unusual or complex ideas...you can be an under- achieving but very capable student...if you don't like a rule, you're quick to challenge it and find flaws in it -- this could make you somewhat of a rebel...if you like the rule, though, you have a respect for it and go along with it...
A relentless learner in areas that hold your interest...you might seem "lost in thought" to others...you tend to connect unrelated thoughts...you would rather be the architect of a plan than the implementer of it...you need a private, quiet workplace that allows for flexible independence... would rather organize ideas than people....
You tend to stay away from traditional leadership roles, and would rather lead with your ideas...you don't get emotionally involved, but rather tend to follow logical reasoning.....leisure has two dimensions to you: first, you like to concentrate and reflect on conceptual matters -- second, you like to take risks in the external world (like skydiving?)...
You like to read, think, watch TV, play with computers..(and post on the Storm Palace message bases).. sometimes you'd rather do these types of things than hang around other people...you don't necessarily like "best sellers" or "must see" movies because you don't trust people's opinion on what's "popular" and would rather make a value judgment for yourself....
Love, for you, has three distinct phases: falling in, staying in, and getting out. falling in love is a loss of rationality for you, and you fall HARD...an all or nothing phenomenon....
The "staying in love" phase is where you start to evaluate the relation- ship's structure and form. You may withdraw at this point because you're moving toward your most customary inward style and nature. A lot of the open affection stops....the giddy state changes... The "falling out of love" part (which doesn't always happen) results from an analysis of the real expectations of the realationship and needs of the relationship. Often an undefined line is crossed that neither of you knew about in advance. However, if you end it, you'll keep the relationship going as a friend in some capacity if you have a reason....
Pitfalls: don't focus too much on the inconsistencies of others...try being friendly and showing appreciation of others...being competent is very important to you, and you could be too hard on yourself....don't let your emotions take control -- you could have outbursts or appear hypersensitive...
INTP: "It's Not Theoretically Possible"

it somehow made me stop and think how true or false it can be..but basically i guess those who know me might know the answer as well.

ahHh..how does it like to be in My Shoe say you??

oOo..eah if yu would like t have sme test on your personality please go here.